Hi Senstive Stephen, here's my late reply... (Little long, so mind me)
[ B.O.Y.S.: Boys On Your Screen (The Message Board) ] Written by Purple Panther Cat am 25 Mar 2001 17:37:54:
Senstive Stephen,
I am answering to your post (See the link) that's so far down your board. Well... Don't worry, I won't be abusive being here as long as anyone don't give me a real serious crap. It depends. (If it happened, you could just give me a gentle warning and I'll just cool it off, ok?) Yeah, I've tried my best when I did tried to help Jim and Sheesh because they happened to be my both good online friends but to no avail, I think. Then suddenly BC had went down right after that. Not only that... Somersault and I did had a simliar problem with each other afterward, ironically. Now I guess he's quiet and I am just leaving him alone for a while.
Well, I don't have any real particular favorite boy actors in the general because it wasn't easy for me to remember all of their names, or maybe because I don't meet them in RL than what I see them only in movies or TV, you know? But... I liked the first movie "Neverending Story" rather than secord one because of that cute Native American boy actor in it. Or maybe "What Wicked May Come". Or... "Black Stallon" or "Stand By Me" but that was so long time ago. Ummmm... Lemme think... "The Little Tree" about a adopted Native American gorgerous cute babyfaced boy, and that's the most recent one that I had seen. Because of $$ problems during last awful wintertime, I wasn't being able to rent much movies beside what I could find at local libraries to borrow, but they don't have that much boy movies however. As for TV... Well, most of them were just goofy stuff except I really liked "Malcolm In The Middle" alot because I thought it was really funniest TV boys show. I really don't watch TV that much because I hated commericals so if I find out there's a particular movie coming on it later, I usually use my "commerical-killer" VCR to tape it for me to watch it later. However, sometime when I skip past the commericals and it turned out there are some boys in it, I'd stop and rewind it back to watch it. But often, I liked to rent or borrow commerical-free movies the most. Any most recent new boy movies would you like to recommend me to watch? I haven't kept up with that for a while now.
Ok now for my really ancient TV show... Well, that was 24 years ago when it was being produced before it was aired on TV by next year, and I was only 12-13 years old at that time so it's kind of murky memories for me by now. But I do remember I did had a lot of fun with that so it was a good experience for me personally. When I got became being too famous far away as Japan, Europe or Israel, I do remember walking down the street in my old hometown and there was a small group of silly girls who saw me and shierked then ran after me, I just ran and ducked into a store when they ran past by it. Heheheheh. I did got some fan snailmails, mostly from girls, which I still kept in my family's heirloom 1891 Victorian trunk alongside with everything (Including pics, books, etc) about that old show. Except for missing one thing, viedotapes of that show. I think some posters did told me where I could find them and buy them, I wrote down the info but now I don't know where it is under all of that paper piles mess here. Oh well. Maybe I'll find it later when I sort it all out. Anyway... That time was 1st of my 2nd (Hawaii) best blasts of my whole lifetime. But sadly... After those old kids and producers had all vanished after 1979 final meeting, I don't know where they are by now except for only one of producers who's now a professor at a Boston university somewhere. (I emailed him once but never got any words from him since) And then... That better boyhood world had just collasped on me completely when I got to high schools in 1980-2 and well... Just faced with abandonments by same old people who I knew for 10 years, gaybashings, racism (By hearing kids), fightings, etc. After they discovered I was gay kid then. Dropped out of 10th grade for good but fortunately got GED in 1983. But things were never the same for me after that ever again when I went into roughly 20 yrs of my own "Dark Age" life. (Was a street hoodlum biker who used to stomp on some racist hearing kids, some petty crimes, troubles with cops, drugs etc. At least up to around 1992 when I had quit on all of that B.S. when I felt I am getting being too old for this sh*ts) And I just never have finally risen being above too many dead-end cesspool jobs ever since. Today, I am just a long-forgotten mere blue-collar (Mostly as a painter) laborer nobody. I am still trying to crawl back to my next 4th college and just *bleep* damn finish it for good so that I could have something that's better for me to do for an living after that, with better life and future. Before I'd hit at age of 50 then I'd be too old sh*t after that for anything or anybody, anymore.
Only some months ago, with a help from another poster, there was a new online "Feeling Free" forum for a short time, until I took it down for some personal reasons. My real feelings was like this... I thought if I ever got another chance to be on TV or in some movie and become be famous again... No... I'd decline that because of what had happened with Rick Snodner (sp) actor (If that's him or another one, I am not sure which one) who wasn't being happy about being outed as a gay all over on media taboids and being harassed, and became being has-been former boy actor typecast who nobody wanted. So... Because of the fact that I am a gay TBL (Teenboy-lover), so... I wouldn't want anyone to know that with my *very private* life if I became being famous once more again. So I rather to be more obscure person in order to have more freedom with whoever I wanted to be with, elsewhere far away. Maybe living out the rest of my life on some South Pacific tropical islands so far outside of this America country, out of reach of creeps and *bleep* law enforcement, etc. Maybe write some books, doing professional photography arts, run some ships and maybe own a vacation resort for gay/deaf/whatever people. Or maybe be a school teacher for the deaf (Definitely not in this USA but overseas), too. In peace and quiet. I dunno for just right now because I can't see that too far away in my own future, and I am only living for one day at a time. One thing at a time... Just for today.
So there!
PPC/KPK